Shed My Skin
by Nola Marie
I’m tired.
Tired of the spotlight. Tired of fighting my demons. The guilt and shame have become too heavy to continue.
It’s time for me to go. Though my grip slips more each day, I need to hold on just a little longer. I need them to know the truth. That this fight was never theirs. My soul mate. My brother. My protector. And her. My Canary, my heart. My lullaby with whiskey eyes.
I love you with all that’s within me. I just wish I had more than darkness to offer.
This road has been long and winding
And I’m too tired to go on
Pain and sorrow have haunted me
Guilt and regret fill my mind
I can’t go on, I can’t keep fighting
This is my goodbye but it’s only for a little while
You were the one who kept me afloat
For you have I tried to keep breathing
But these ghosts haunt my soul and mind
This may be my last note
But from you, I’ll never be far
This is goodbye but it’s only for a little while
It won’t be long now but don’t shed a tear
Don’t cry for me or mourn my name
Cause I will always be with you
Even after I’m gone
My last song is goodbye but it’s only for a little while
*This is book 1 of 2 of Maddox Masters story and ends on a cliffhanger
**This is a standalone novel but is more enjoyable if read in order.
Trigger Warning: This book contains violence, explicit sex, drug and alcohol abuse, mental illness, suicide, and sexual assault. Discretion is strongly advised.
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Martial Peak Reviews
Nola Marie's Shed My Skin is a poignant exploration of the human condition, delving into the depths of despair and the struggle for redemption. The novel is a raw and unflinching portrayal of a man grappling with his inner demons, and it offers readers a deeply emotional journey through the eyes of its protagonist, Maddox Masters. This first installment of a two-part series is a compelling narrative that leaves readers on the edge of their seats, eager for more.
At the heart of Shed My Skin is Maddox Masters, a character whose complexity and depth are both captivating and heart-wrenching. From the outset, Maddox is portrayed as a man burdened by the weight of his past, struggling to find solace in a world that seems intent on breaking him. His narrative voice is hauntingly poetic, as evidenced by the lyrical prose in the book's blurb. This poeticism is a recurring motif throughout the novel, providing a stark contrast to the gritty reality of Maddox's life.
The themes of guilt, shame, and redemption are intricately woven into the fabric of the story. Maddox's journey is one of self-discovery and acceptance, as he battles with the ghosts of his past and the darkness that threatens to consume him. The novel does not shy away from difficult topics, addressing issues such as mental illness, addiction, and suicide with sensitivity and honesty. These themes are handled with care, offering readers a glimpse into the struggles faced by those who live with these challenges every day.
One of the most compelling aspects of Shed My Skin is its exploration of relationships. Maddox's connections with his soul mate, his brother, and his protector are central to the narrative, providing both support and conflict as he navigates his tumultuous journey. The character of "her," referred to as Maddox's Canary, is particularly intriguing. She represents hope and love in Maddox's life, a beacon of light in his darkest moments. Their relationship is beautifully rendered, capturing the complexity and intensity of true love.
The novel's structure is both a strength and a challenge. As the first book in a two-part series, Shed My Skin ends on a cliffhanger, leaving readers with a sense of anticipation and longing for resolution. While this can be frustrating for some, it also serves to heighten the emotional impact of the story, drawing readers deeper into Maddox's world. The promise of a continuation suggests that there is more to uncover about Maddox's journey, and it is this promise that keeps readers invested in his story.
Marie’s writing style is both evocative and immersive, drawing readers into the emotional landscape of her characters. Her use of vivid imagery and metaphor adds depth to the narrative, allowing readers to experience the intensity of Maddox's emotions firsthand. This stylistic choice enhances the novel's impact, making it a powerful and memorable read.
In comparison to other novels that tackle similar themes, such as A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara or The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, Shed My Skin stands out for its unique narrative voice and its unflinching portrayal of the darker aspects of the human experience. While Yanagihara and Chbosky also explore themes of trauma and healing, Marie's novel offers a more intimate look at the internal struggles of its protagonist, providing a deeply personal perspective on these universal themes.
However, it is important to note that Shed My Skin is not a light read. The novel's content is heavy and may be triggering for some readers, as it deals with issues such as violence, explicit sex, drug and alcohol abuse, mental illness, suicide, and sexual assault. Marie provides a trigger warning at the outset, advising discretion for those who may find these topics distressing. This transparency is commendable, as it allows readers to make informed decisions about whether to engage with the material.
Overall, Shed My Skin is a powerful and thought-provoking novel that offers a raw and honest portrayal of one man's battle with his inner demons. Nola Marie has crafted a story that is both heartbreaking and hopeful, capturing the complexity of the human experience with grace and sensitivity. For readers who appreciate stories that delve into the depths of the human psyche and explore the possibility of redemption, Shed My Skin is a must-read. As the first book in Maddox Masters' story, it sets the stage for what promises to be an unforgettable journey of healing and self-discovery.
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